day 5 working n last day of training

jus nw when i "punctual" my working card, i realised i work for 4 days adi.n 2day goin to b the day 5.after finish the stock check last two working days, im sitting here to let the spider web cover myself again..~~bored la... with d training shirt here, tired til dun1 go home, i hope to sleep here immediately...got air-cond wat... :)

stil alot of things need to b done...bt d god sengaja giv me 3 hours to sit here without having the chances to complete my tasks...wat d oni thing i can do is let my brain working too much....think n keep on think too much la.

really dissapointed when i cant get the tickets for sammi's concert....oni required credit card payment summo cant use perpaid de...wat am i goin to do while im underage to get a credit card...damn...i jus wan to watch my 1st concert in my life time oso stopped me...credi card...credit card...where can i get u? ok,im kiddin,i cant get my own credit card b4 d concert start. concert nt goin to start after 2 more years...d time i can get my credit card...early bird no more...cuz tickets start to sold out for "hot" seats...mayb i shld ask sammi to come msia for another concert after 2years....hhahaha....chloe tired til crazy adi....no no no...chloe memang crazy de. tired til b mad dog d....

ok,most people wil ask me dun think adi la...wait next time la...ok.i hear u. dun think. then.........nw i start to think abt another things...tis things adi start in my mind for 14+24+19hours...57hours...3420mins...2days n 9hours...it is nt a thing tat i touch n it is nt a task tat i goin to complete it as my responsibility. it jus a virtual job tat im doin it all along d 3420mins...goin to add summo...3425mins...haha dun ustand? i oso dun ustand la...crazy chloe wil ustand i think...c im doin tis work again...3426mins...

anyway,2day oledi d last day of our 1 month tiring training...then ask me "so?"...so tats mean v r start countdown for d tournament adi...stil ard 48hours to go? o no, is 72hours...nt goin to fight 1st...weigh in summo...i can feel myself improving to face d fight...bt i noe stil nt enough...i need more weapon to confident myself...yup,dis d third time i stand tis stage.everyone is telling,so must get sth tis time lo cuz din get anything even 4th place in last two times. i need more confident...i hav to make myself calm down for tis few days... oni relaxing wil make me confident to perform 80% of my "keupayaan"...is good enough to face d fight i think. anyway,i oni can said soli to u if i cant get any place tis time,though u trained us so hard...n soli to ChLoE too...

anyhow, i'l do wat i can to make myself get a medal. i noe i can do it. i noe its goin to b mine soon...yes!wait me to come.i'l get u! :)

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